TheInsaneUnicorn

My mask is growing heavy but I’ve forgotten whose underneath I live the life of this girl, walking along in a trance like a sword locked in it’s sheath I’m lost in this world of people who bring nothing but pain I hate being locked in this world so mundane when I put this mask on I didn’t think I would never take it off I’m tired of listening to all these people scoff at this mask of mine, that isn’t even me please, I beg of you let me take this mask off, that is my only plea I’m tired of being this person, making everyone think of me as someone I’m not what lesson am I being taught? And wh

I spend every second of every day of my life working to ge my parent’s to be ok with who I am. For, everything that I love, they hate. Every day another person hates me for being me, not the real me but the face that I put forward so that i can protect my already broken insides. I lay in wait for the day, I can speak wear and act the way I want. And yet I realize that I have spent so much time trying to hide who I truly am by a person everyone wants me to be that I no longer know who I truly am.

I’m tired of losing people of having them drift off no matter how often they say they won’t no matter how many times they say they’ll stay they always drift off lost with the wind no matter how many promises they make they are always broken no matter what I think they always tell at least one lie I wish I could keep one person by my side and not have to worry about them disappearing yet I’ve had too many promises broken to believe the ones spoken today.

I hear this question a hundred times a day and I always say ‘I’m fine’ and smile. when in truth I want to cry, or crumble on the ground and die. The words I’m fine, mean nothing they are just another lie that I tell every day a lie that I’m tired of telling yet, I must continue saying.